The moment you think "What matters most?"

Hey guys, as you all know it's 21 december. The end of the world lol. I know nobody took this serious, but you'd all be lying if you didn't for a moment consider what you're grateful of and who you love the most.

I didn't believe this stuff either, but today I saw my mom and I hugged her like there was no tomorrow.
I also started talking to people, breaking my typical "I don't talk to her cause she seems too weird" - barrier. Turns out "she" is a fucking awesome person.  I really like her. I kept thinking that if It would've ended right there and then, I would've died happy, talking to someone really cool.

I know nobody gave a shit, but EVERYONE took a moment to think about all that's important. I'm sure of  that. I also started getting back in shape. Running everyday, not just lifting weights. It's doing great so far. Also got my ticket for the military in July. Hell yeah. Military Occupational Speciality is gonna be Infantry Rifleman. Doesn't get any fucking better, right?

Anyways mah niggas,
Peace out.

Unlock potential

Hey y'all, never EVER thought I'd say this, but I appearantly am fucking great at studying.. I don't know how, or why, but if I have a reason, I can study the shit out of everything. Good to know. But according to my doctor, my issues with my eyes caused me to suck at learning for years, so yeah, explains failing math (lol fucking bitch eyes).


Besides having this migraine of the sort that you take 6 pills for and it STILL goes on, I'm doing GREAT.
Met a former crush and classmate at the gym yesterday and totally fucked up my words, cause I'm still kinda crazy about her, but I just never told her before... This time though, fuck it. Don't need it now, it can wait. If I really am meant to go out with someone, the opportunity will rise again.. Just gonna enjoy that I have no distractions keeping me away from my hobbies. I go to the gym 5 days a week, I got good grades (well sorta) and I'm happy. Besides that, I discovered the wonders of freerunning. I'm gonna do some of that, it's just too awesome to NOT do.


I guess if there's no sluts and bitches keeping you distracted with their games, and there's no dark cloud above your head, you can do everything. It's all about unlocking your true inner potential. Even if that means going all "fuck relationships, I'm gonna go celebate." <--- NOT GOING THERE ANYTIME SOON THOUGH. I can live without relationship for now, but generally I enjoy it, so I'm not gonna leave it forever. (yes, a guy that likes romance, sue me.)

Anyways people, ENJOY YOUR SATURDAY!!! Have a great evening and love your life. Look at the sky, look at how short it all is, and live your damn life already.

PEACE OUT MAH NIGGAS,
Bender