Sorry for not posting such an awfully long time, a lot's been going on lately. For one, there's my exams that just passed, then there's some more sickness (don't worry, that's actually normal for me) and last, but definetly not least, a break up...
You know, the basic "Best friends turning into way more than friends"... But then it usually is impossible to return to best friends if it happens to fail.. Well I'm trying, really am... It's a painful situation, equal to just standing in the freezing cold with only a shirt and looking up into the snow... It's cold, hurts, and feels really awful coming down on you...
Now there's one song that definetly corresponds with every single thing I've had on my mind.. And that's sad to say, but true...
One is for envy
And one just for spite
The cuts in my heart
They show in your eyes
Don’t make it better
The twisting knife
Turns all by itself
On to someone else
Your self-liberation
Will leave this behind
Beyond slings and arrows
That rain on our minds
You’ll make it better
Shake it off
It never mattered anyway
If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
The banner you’re waving
Is burning and red
It’s blocking the sunlight
That shines overhead
You against the world
Diamonds and pearls
Voices inside you churn
Watch the city burn
Your own liberation
Will leave them behind
All the slings and arrows
That rain on your mind
Don’t make it better
Break it cause
It never mattered anyway
If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
I
Won't
Come
Down
The banner you're waving
Is burning and red
You against the world
Diamonds and pearls
It never mattered
Mattered
Mattered anyway
If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
It's one of those "Just needs some time" moments, but hey, if listening to music all day and putting other stuff on my mind helps me deal with this mess, than so be it. I actually don't feel that extremely bad anymore, since I realised that somehow I'm pretty much over it already, these feelings just described my last few days. As for now, accept the fact you're going on as best friends, and that already makes it a whole lot better!!
But hey, you know what the French infantry always says? "Omnia si perdas, famam servare memento." which means : Remember to serve with glory, even if you have lost everything.
You know, the basic "Best friends turning into way more than friends"... But then it usually is impossible to return to best friends if it happens to fail.. Well I'm trying, really am... It's a painful situation, equal to just standing in the freezing cold with only a shirt and looking up into the snow... It's cold, hurts, and feels really awful coming down on you...
Now there's one song that definetly corresponds with every single thing I've had on my mind.. And that's sad to say, but true...
One is for envy
And one just for spite
The cuts in my heart
They show in your eyes
Don’t make it better
The twisting knife
Turns all by itself
On to someone else
Your self-liberation
Will leave this behind
Beyond slings and arrows
That rain on our minds
You’ll make it better
Shake it off
It never mattered anyway
If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
The banner you’re waving
Is burning and red
It’s blocking the sunlight
That shines overhead
You against the world
Diamonds and pearls
Voices inside you churn
Watch the city burn
Your own liberation
Will leave them behind
All the slings and arrows
That rain on your mind
Don’t make it better
Break it cause
It never mattered anyway
If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
I
Won't
Come
Down
The banner you're waving
Is burning and red
You against the world
Diamonds and pearls
It never mattered
Mattered
Mattered anyway
If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long
It's one of those "Just needs some time" moments, but hey, if listening to music all day and putting other stuff on my mind helps me deal with this mess, than so be it. I actually don't feel that extremely bad anymore, since I realised that somehow I'm pretty much over it already, these feelings just described my last few days. As for now, accept the fact you're going on as best friends, and that already makes it a whole lot better!!
But hey, you know what the French infantry always says? "Omnia si perdas, famam servare memento." which means : Remember to serve with glory, even if you have lost everything.
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